Dear friend,
hello! It's been a while hasn't it? Well, honestly, one thing's for sure, I miss talking to you. I guess we still talk but it's never really been the same. Sometimes, I think we've already gone our separate ways but there's a part me that doesn't want to let go. let go of those memories we've had, all those nights and days of doing everything and anything. Looking back on our good ol' days who knows how long ago, we had so much fun, being young and carefree, talking all the time whether online, through text or even face to face. It was, for my gracious self, already considered the epitome of fun. What happened?
We used to be such close friends. We'd learn something new about each other everyday even if we've known each other for the longest time. We'd tell each other everything whether it be bad or good. We might be the two most contrasting people in the whole world but that's what kept our friendship a balance. I don't know if it was you or me that changed or if time just pulled us apart. It could have been the people around us, the new friends we met or the influences from our interests. There actually came a time when things were awkward between us, like we were strangers in two different worlds. I denied it at first but eventually just had to accept it. What did I do wrong though?
I don't know how we got to this point. We barely even talk. okay, maybe we do but is just merely one question one answer, hi's or hello's. that's it. This whole time, it was hard, knowing that you've moved on, which honestly was hard for me to do. A kid, a teenager feeling like she's lost a friend at the same time having such a hard time trying to cope with real life demands. I don't blame you. You decided to go ahead and be happy. I blame myself for trying to be good enough but still couldn't and still managed to keep a happy face on on top of all sorts of questions going on in my head "why is this happening? how did this all happen? why me?"
Oh friend, Here's me beating around the bush again. What else can I say? I just miss you that's all but I wish we could go back to when things were not like this. To talk again, to have fun from the such simplest things, to where stupidity was just around the corner then immediately returning to sanity. We may be totally different people now but hopefully we could at least catch up on what's happened. I guess there's nothing I can do right now but here's one thing, no matter where you are or what you're doing right now, don't forget me, dear friend. I wish you all the best.
Sincerely Yours,
A friend.
P.S. Here's a song for you.. I hope you like it too
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